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[Fan or Normal I don't care lol] Susan. :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 11 20 {New Fan Character} Bella Ink :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 11 28 .:Easily cute:. :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 16 20 .:FnaFSL.: Welcome to the Show :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 25 23 ~Zambie Dawg~ {Zac} :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 21 39 {New OC} Kara :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 13 20 {ArtTrade} Nyanson Tea :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 15 9 {Gift~} Kawaii bby :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 11 23 My AU Bonnie design :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 16 33 {FnaF Sister Location} Scare + Minx :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 12 13 {Fun sketches} Baby and Ballora :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 31 27 {FanArt} Ballora~ :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 16 24 {FanArt} The truth behind Ennard :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 19 23 {Random} Frank :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 5 3 {Gift~} Humanized Cocoa :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 11 8 {Random thing} Describe the artist :iconshadow1blaze:Shadow1Blaze 17 19
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Sm0l-Beann
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Hey there and welcome to my DA page! My name is Em but you can call me either shadow or Sm0l-beann! Here on this account you will find anything to everything of which my mind happens to think of. This is a FYI To anyone and everyone who happens to find me! I am sadly not as active as I use to be which means trying to find me online is probably the most painful thing you'll have to do.. Any who! I'm always open to anyone one who wishes to talk, become friends, or even ask questions!

Like I said before hand, I am barely ACTIVE! But if you wish to talk to me here is some other contact links.

Kik: Shadow1Blaze (Probably most active)
Skype: Sonicmusicblast (Not as active but is still on)
Discord: Sm0l-beann<3#5394 (Same as skype, but mostly active)
Ugh.. it's been 3 months since I've actually done something. 


Anyways, This has been on my mind for a while and I choose to address it. So this account of mine which I'm not proud of is very inactive anymore. It's part to guilt, depression, and honestly I'm scared to talk to people I've hurt. There's many people I'd love to still talk to but I've hurt them so much that I feel like they shouldn't have to deal with meanymore and I really should just deactivate because:
1.) I'm never on
2.) I've been a horrible person during this year
3.) I'm just a fucking horrible being. 


Ive had barely any help from my real life friends and I'm guessing the Internet won't help. (no this isn't a suicide note. Suicide is never the answer..) But, I'm sorry. It's an easy word to say and probably doesn't mean much but I am. I seriously and truly am. I've hurt and fucked so many peoples life's it isn't funny anymore. It's 2017, a year I can hopefully change for myself but I probably won't because knowing me I'll probably make it worse. And sadly I'm actually crying from this. I really just wanna end it but.. that isn't the answer. 

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CallMeKapkid Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hep l8 bertdei, Emz
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Shadow1Blaze Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Sup m8
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CallMeKapkid Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
yao
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Shadow1Blaze Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Hay
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Ah22783 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2017  Student Artist
Happy bday! Toy Chica Animation Five Nights at Freddys 2- Chicas Cupcake -Icon GIF Five Nights at Freddy's 2 - Sexy Chica - Icon GIF Bonnie - Five Nights in Anime Mangle - Five Nights in Anime Golden Freddy - Five Nights in Anime The Puppet - Five Nights in Anime Foxy - Five Nights In Anime Chica - Five Nights in Anime SpringBonnie - Five Nights in Anime Freddy - Five Nights in Anime Hamtaro  La Food Jump For Joy  love your art! Shadow1Blaze 
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