Shadow1Blaze

I haven’t been active for such a long time and I truly am sorry but I will no longer be using DA, I think? 

If you really want to keep in touch (Which I would love!) I’m very active on Instagram. Which is _gills_pie_ 

Sorry about this! 😓

Damn.. I'm literally dead aren't I? 

Anyways, yeah I'm here some how and I'm trying to draw more stuff again. don't worry I haven't given up on Deviant Art and I don't plan on doing so at all, but hey shit happens am I right? 

So my plan for everything since I should get shit around; I'm debating on keeping my FnaF characters around anymore. They had a long successful run, believe me it was a journey that got me around here in the first place but I gave up on the fandom and game. I do love my characters deeply and I'll make them into something new (which I planned?) however they won't be related to FnaF in any means. I guess more plans is to make some type of comic or step outside of the box but I'm still getting there so work with me. 

I'll try and keep updates coming and going, as well as updating some person shit on here as well. Peace out. 

It's been a while since I was around making signs I was alive and well, so its a start. So whats new with me? Plenty surprisingly. First off, I did wanna say add me on there. I'm so much more active there and have so much more time to talk! I feel horrible for not keeping contact with my friends and I hate it. It's mainly my fault and I feel horrible. I'll try my hardest to become more active and able to talk. 


If you wanna add, here's my username; sm0lbeann 
It should say seramthgin ettil 

I hope to see you guys there <3

Ugh.. it's been 3 months since I've actually done something. 


Anyways, This has been on my mind for a while and I choose to address it. So this account of mine which I'm not proud of is very inactive anymore. It's part to guilt, depression, and honestly I'm scared to talk to people I've hurt. There's many people I'd love to still talk to but I've hurt them so much that I feel like they shouldn't have to deal with meanymore and I really should just deactivate because:
1.) I'm never on
2.) I've been a horrible person during this year
3.) I'm just a fucking horrible being. 


Ive had barely any help from my real life friends and I'm guessing the Internet won't help. (no this isn't a suicide note. Suicide is never the answer..) But, I'm sorry. It's an easy word to say and probably doesn't mean much but I am. I seriously and truly am. I've hurt and fucked so many peoples life's it isn't funny anymore. It's 2017, a year I can hopefully change for myself but I probably won't because knowing me I'll probably make it worse. And sadly I'm actually crying from this. I really just wanna end it but.. that isn't the answer. 

SO I HAS THIS NEW APP

CALLED DISCORD. ITS JUST LIKE SKYPE.

If you wanna add me here's my username and number code

Username: ~Barfing rainbows~
Number Code: #5394


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